How do I feel?
I feel like I am being in a rollercoaster full of up's and downs. Different, my mind is blown away. I do not know how to express myself. What am I going through? I dont know. I just feel weird. I cant explain but I dont know how I feel. Whom can I trust? How do I deal with my problems? Things are at the moment so complicated. I dont know. But I feel rejected from everyone. I feel lost in my mind. I feel like I have to flee into a different world..away from all my problems. It is just so weird but what am I going throigh now ? Subconcious of my own thoughts, drowning in a sea of chaotic memories. I feel like I have to be on my own. I think this path I have to go alone. I have to stop talking to anyone the way I really feel. Not talking about my feelings. I'm done being a caring person. I'm done always pleasing everyone. I'm done always searching for trust. This is a time trusting now only myself and my intuition, because I can deal anymore opening to people who do n